1 00:00:04,569 --> 00:00:05,849 Do you want anything else? 2 00:00:05,849 --> 00:00:07,689 - No, that's it. Thanks. - What can I get you? 3 00:00:07,689 --> 00:00:09,569 Can I have three Apple Sourz, please? 4 00:00:14,889 --> 00:00:16,329 Hiya. What can I get you? 5 00:00:16,329 --> 00:00:17,489 G and T, please. 6 00:00:17,489 --> 00:00:18,969 Do you want doubles or singles? 7 00:00:18,969 --> 00:00:20,129 Doubles. 8 00:00:22,169 --> 00:00:23,689 There you go. Are you paying cash? 9 00:00:23,689 --> 00:00:24,769 Yeah. 10 00:00:24,769 --> 00:00:26,969 Right. Ta. Thank you. 11 00:00:38,049 --> 00:00:39,249 Yeah. 12 00:00:47,769 --> 00:00:50,929 Monday, you're robbing me. 13 00:00:50,929 --> 00:00:53,049 You put a camera on me?! 14 00:00:53,049 --> 00:00:55,289 Tuesday, you're robbing me. 15 00:00:55,289 --> 00:00:57,249 When did you put that in? 16 00:00:57,249 --> 00:00:59,330 Thursday... Do I need to go on? 17 00:00:59,330 --> 00:01:01,010 How much altogether? 18 00:01:02,890 --> 00:01:04,570 Just over 500. 19 00:01:05,810 --> 00:01:08,730 Me kids have been taken into care, and it'll be permanent unless 20 00:01:08,730 --> 00:01:10,170 I find us a place to live. 21 00:01:10,170 --> 00:01:12,930 Well, I found somewhere but he wanted £600 deposit 22 00:01:12,930 --> 00:01:14,970 and I don't have that. But you do. 23 00:01:14,970 --> 00:01:18,010 So... I'm really sorry. 24 00:01:18,010 --> 00:01:19,690 Please don't tell the police. 25 00:01:19,690 --> 00:01:22,770 If you tell them, I will never get my kids back. 26 00:01:22,770 --> 00:01:25,690 Just say it were a mistake or something. I'm begging you. 27 00:01:25,690 --> 00:01:27,730 Yeah, police, please. 28 00:01:27,730 --> 00:01:29,490 I want to report a crime. 29 00:02:02,570 --> 00:02:05,290 Is it still painful? 30 00:02:05,290 --> 00:02:06,890 A bit, yeah. 31 00:02:09,610 --> 00:02:11,530 Will you seek revenge, Abi? 32 00:02:14,410 --> 00:02:16,610 You really expect me to answer that? 33 00:02:16,610 --> 00:02:17,850 Yes. 34 00:02:19,250 --> 00:02:22,410 And if I say yeah, "Yeah, yeah, I will seek revenge," 35 00:02:22,410 --> 00:02:23,730 what then? 36 00:02:23,730 --> 00:02:24,930 Nothing. 37 00:02:26,450 --> 00:02:28,690 You'll keep schtum? 38 00:02:28,690 --> 00:02:30,530 Yes. 39 00:02:30,530 --> 00:02:33,770 You'll see some poor bitch disfigured 40 00:02:33,770 --> 00:02:37,490 just so you can say, "I kept schtum, Abi"? 41 00:02:40,850 --> 00:02:42,050 No. 42 00:02:48,650 --> 00:02:50,890 So this is the playground. 43 00:02:50,890 --> 00:02:53,811 Sometimes when the sun is shining, like today, 44 00:02:53,811 --> 00:02:57,291 mums bring the babies out here and into the garden. 45 00:02:57,291 --> 00:02:59,171 It's really nice here. 46 00:02:59,171 --> 00:03:01,971 Yeah, but it's really hard to get a place here, Kelsey. 47 00:03:01,971 --> 00:03:03,251 Not many women do. 48 00:03:07,891 --> 00:03:09,291 Come on in. 49 00:03:13,131 --> 00:03:15,971 So this is the common room. 50 00:03:15,971 --> 00:03:18,251 And through here's the kitchen. 51 00:03:18,251 --> 00:03:20,691 Faith, I have Kelsey here. 52 00:03:20,691 --> 00:03:22,211 Hey. 53 00:03:22,211 --> 00:03:24,051 Welcome, Kelsey. 54 00:03:24,051 --> 00:03:26,531 - Hi. - Hi. 55 00:03:26,531 --> 00:03:28,691 Do you want to come through? 56 00:03:28,691 --> 00:03:30,051 Yeah. 57 00:03:31,251 --> 00:03:32,651 Everybody all right? 58 00:03:32,651 --> 00:03:33,931 - Yeah. - Yeah. 59 00:03:35,931 --> 00:03:39,251 This is Kelsey. She's come over to have a look at the unit. 60 00:03:39,251 --> 00:03:40,971 - You all right? - Hey. - Hiya. 61 00:03:40,971 --> 00:03:45,091 So I thought that we'd do a session that I know we've done before, 62 00:03:45,091 --> 00:03:47,851 but I think it's one of the most important, 63 00:03:47,851 --> 00:03:51,051 and that is how to settle a crying baby. 64 00:03:55,131 --> 00:03:57,491 Good. I'm moving in there as soon as I can. 65 00:03:57,491 --> 00:03:58,931 You HOPE. 66 00:03:58,931 --> 00:04:00,971 I'm moving in there. 67 00:04:00,971 --> 00:04:03,811 Well, you've got to convince the board first. 68 00:04:03,811 --> 00:04:05,211 Easy. 69 00:05:12,932 --> 00:05:15,092 Right, head over to Property, then on to the nurse. 70 00:05:15,092 --> 00:05:17,092 Yeah, I need three priority numbers approved. 71 00:05:17,092 --> 00:05:19,932 - You get two. - I know but I need three. 72 00:05:19,932 --> 00:05:23,132 Me mam's number and me kids' foster placements - they've been split up. 73 00:05:23,132 --> 00:05:25,012 The two little 'uns are in Huddersfield 74 00:05:25,012 --> 00:05:26,492 but the big 'un's in Halifax. 75 00:05:26,492 --> 00:05:29,772 You get two numbers, as you well know. 76 00:05:29,772 --> 00:05:30,892 Move on. 77 00:05:31,972 --> 00:05:33,372 Next, please. 78 00:05:34,412 --> 00:05:36,812 Can I have your name, please? 79 00:05:36,812 --> 00:05:38,292 Name. 80 00:05:48,492 --> 00:05:50,132 First time? 81 00:05:53,932 --> 00:05:56,812 Oi, I asked you a question! 82 00:05:56,812 --> 00:05:58,452 Second. 83 00:05:59,612 --> 00:06:01,092 What are you in for? 84 00:06:03,332 --> 00:06:06,732 I nicked 540 quid from t'Rose in Huddersfield. 85 00:06:08,572 --> 00:06:11,172 That pub on t'high street next to t'traffic lights? 86 00:06:11,172 --> 00:06:12,732 You know Huddersfield? 87 00:06:12,732 --> 00:06:14,452 Yeah. Absolute shithole. 88 00:06:14,452 --> 00:06:15,732 Huddersfield? 89 00:06:15,732 --> 00:06:17,332 No, t'Rose! 90 00:06:31,932 --> 00:06:33,932 - Hi, Kels. - Hi, babe. 91 00:06:34,932 --> 00:06:36,612 That's close enough. 92 00:06:36,612 --> 00:06:38,452 - What? - Don't come any closer. 93 00:06:38,452 --> 00:06:40,652 I want to hug the mother of my child. 94 00:06:40,652 --> 00:06:41,932 You can't. 95 00:06:44,853 --> 00:06:46,573 - You all right, babe? - Fine. 96 00:06:46,573 --> 00:06:48,773 Have a seat, Kelsey. 97 00:06:51,933 --> 00:06:53,093 Do you like your job, yeah? 98 00:06:53,093 --> 00:06:54,573 Yeah. 99 00:06:54,573 --> 00:06:56,773 I'd sooner eat shit. 100 00:06:56,773 --> 00:06:58,573 Really? 101 00:06:58,573 --> 00:07:01,213 I'm going to go and get myself a cup of tea. 102 00:07:01,213 --> 00:07:04,213 And I suppose I can't get her one, can I? 103 00:07:04,213 --> 00:07:06,533 No, we've brought water for her. 104 00:07:08,173 --> 00:07:09,413 Right. 105 00:07:11,493 --> 00:07:14,973 CLEARS THROAT He's just stressed, that's all. 106 00:07:21,413 --> 00:07:22,973 Have you had plenty to drink? 107 00:07:22,973 --> 00:07:24,533 A full bladder really helps. 108 00:07:24,533 --> 00:07:26,573 Yeah. Will we get to hear the heartbeat? 109 00:07:26,573 --> 00:07:28,213 I heard it really loud last time. 110 00:07:28,213 --> 00:07:30,853 We'll be checking for lots of things during this scan. 111 00:07:30,853 --> 00:07:32,893 Bones, brain, spinal cord. 112 00:07:32,893 --> 00:07:35,493 - Because I was using? - We check anyway. 113 00:07:35,493 --> 00:07:38,493 But there's more chance of there being a problem because I was using? 114 00:07:45,879 --> 00:07:47,453 There we go. 115 00:07:49,573 --> 00:07:51,613 Listen to that, babe! 116 00:07:51,613 --> 00:07:53,413 Mad. 117 00:07:54,413 --> 00:07:55,613 It's all normal, yeah? 118 00:07:55,613 --> 00:07:57,693 - Yeah. - I've not done it any harm? 119 00:07:57,693 --> 00:07:59,093 - No. - None at all? 120 00:07:59,093 --> 00:08:00,973 That's what she's saying, Kels. 121 00:08:00,973 --> 00:08:02,613 No harm done, yeah? 122 00:08:02,613 --> 00:08:04,773 From what we can see, you've done it no harm. 123 00:08:04,773 --> 00:08:06,053 From what we can see? 124 00:08:06,053 --> 00:08:07,413 Yes. 125 00:08:07,413 --> 00:08:09,573 What you mean, "From what we can see"? 126 00:08:09,573 --> 00:08:11,213 What... What CAN'T you see? 127 00:08:11,213 --> 00:08:12,573 Babe, 128 00:08:12,573 --> 00:08:14,853 it's all all right. 129 00:08:14,853 --> 00:08:16,893 It's all good. 130 00:08:16,893 --> 00:08:19,173 Boy or girl - you want to know? 131 00:08:20,133 --> 00:08:21,533 Er... 132 00:08:21,533 --> 00:08:22,933 - Yeah. - Yeah. 133 00:08:22,933 --> 00:08:24,333 Boy. 134 00:08:30,133 --> 00:08:32,213 Will you marry me, babe? 135 00:08:34,093 --> 00:08:37,053 - What? - I don't want to be some slag of a single mother. 136 00:08:37,053 --> 00:08:40,454 I want to have a proper family and I want to be married to you. 137 00:08:42,334 --> 00:08:43,894 So will you marry me? 138 00:08:46,374 --> 00:08:47,814 When? 139 00:08:47,814 --> 00:08:50,534 Soon. Before he comes. 140 00:08:50,534 --> 00:08:52,814 You can get married in prison, can't you, miss? 141 00:08:52,814 --> 00:08:54,374 - Yeah. - Yeah. 142 00:08:57,054 --> 00:08:58,814 So will you marry me? 143 00:09:02,814 --> 00:09:04,694 Yeah. 144 00:09:04,694 --> 00:09:07,214 I will, Kels. 145 00:09:07,214 --> 00:09:08,694 Really? 146 00:09:08,694 --> 00:09:10,214 - Yeah. - Yeah? 147 00:09:11,974 --> 00:09:15,374 I'm not. It's fine. Just hold still. 148 00:09:15,374 --> 00:09:16,734 I don't feel safe with this. 149 00:09:16,734 --> 00:09:17,974 It looks lovely. 150 00:09:21,574 --> 00:09:23,214 You all right, Kels? 151 00:09:29,094 --> 00:09:32,014 They did lots of checks for abnormalities and all that. 152 00:09:32,934 --> 00:09:34,894 Yeah, and what did they say? 153 00:09:34,894 --> 00:09:36,974 They said he's fine. 154 00:09:36,974 --> 00:09:39,254 He's a bit small, but he's fine. 155 00:09:39,254 --> 00:09:41,454 So what are you crying for, then? 156 00:09:41,454 --> 00:09:42,574 Eh? 157 00:09:44,174 --> 00:09:46,054 I can't... I can't breathe. 158 00:09:46,054 --> 00:09:48,134 - What? - I can't breathe! 159 00:09:48,134 --> 00:09:50,094 - I can't... - Yeah, you can. 160 00:09:50,094 --> 00:09:52,334 The air won't go in. I can't breathe! 161 00:09:52,334 --> 00:09:55,574 Just calm down. In through the nose... 162 00:09:55,574 --> 00:09:57,174 ...out through the mouth. 163 00:10:01,454 --> 00:10:02,614 That's it. 164 00:10:04,254 --> 00:10:05,494 That's it. 165 00:10:07,414 --> 00:10:09,534 You've got it. 166 00:10:09,534 --> 00:10:10,774 All right. 167 00:10:10,774 --> 00:10:12,934 - OK? Come on. - Yeah. 168 00:10:12,934 --> 00:10:15,134 Let's see a picture of the new fella, then. 169 00:10:16,214 --> 00:10:17,574 Aw! 170 00:10:18,934 --> 00:10:20,294 Look at him. 171 00:10:20,294 --> 00:10:22,134 I'm going to have a proper family. 172 00:10:24,334 --> 00:10:26,854 Hey, let's turn this music up. 173 00:10:26,854 --> 00:10:28,574 - Yeah. - Come on, Kels. 174 00:10:28,574 --> 00:10:29,974 We're celebrating. 175 00:10:29,974 --> 00:10:32,414 Come on, take your jacket off. 176 00:10:47,135 --> 00:10:51,815 ♪ I will not forget the rhythm of your 177 00:10:51,815 --> 00:10:56,095 ♪ Heart makes when it beats in your chest 178 00:10:56,095 --> 00:11:00,615 ♪ And if you're ever lonely If you can't find the way 179 00:11:00,615 --> 00:11:07,655 ♪ If this world comes to an end I wanna be there with you 180 00:11:10,935 --> 00:11:13,895 ♪ Once in a lifetime 181 00:11:13,895 --> 00:11:17,255 ♪ You'll be right beside me I'll be right beside you 182 00:11:17,255 --> 00:11:19,055 ♪ I'll be right beside you... ♪ 183 00:11:19,055 --> 00:11:21,175 ♪ I'll be right beside you 184 00:11:21,175 --> 00:11:24,775 ♪ I'll be right beside you I'll be right beside you! 185 00:11:24,775 --> 00:11:31,215 ♪ Once in a lifetime Oh, let it happen 186 00:11:31,215 --> 00:11:34,495 ♪ Let it happen. ♪ 187 00:12:28,496 --> 00:12:30,696 Oh, my God. 188 00:12:32,496 --> 00:12:33,816 Hi, Mum. 189 00:12:34,936 --> 00:12:36,576 She could have killed you. 190 00:12:36,576 --> 00:12:37,616 Yeah. 191 00:12:38,736 --> 00:12:40,296 What did she get for it? 192 00:12:40,296 --> 00:12:42,656 - They didn't catch her. - Didn't catch her? 193 00:12:42,656 --> 00:12:43,976 No. 194 00:12:43,976 --> 00:12:45,176 You saw her? 195 00:12:45,176 --> 00:12:47,696 - Mm-hm. - You know who it was? 196 00:12:47,696 --> 00:12:49,456 - Yes. - And you told them who it was? 197 00:12:49,456 --> 00:12:51,696 - Can't do that. - Why not?! 198 00:12:51,696 --> 00:12:53,016 Just can't. 199 00:12:53,016 --> 00:12:55,056 So what is to stop her doing it again? 200 00:12:55,056 --> 00:12:57,456 - Abi, you've got to stand up for yourself. - How are you, Mum? 201 00:12:57,456 --> 00:12:59,936 - Abi, you've got to tell them. - How are you? - You have to tell... 202 00:12:59,936 --> 00:13:02,896 I'm just trying to have a normal conversation. 203 00:13:09,376 --> 00:13:10,936 Why are you here? 204 00:13:12,416 --> 00:13:14,376 I am here 205 00:13:14,376 --> 00:13:17,136 because I am your mother and I love you. 206 00:13:17,136 --> 00:13:18,336 Oh, yeah? 207 00:13:18,336 --> 00:13:19,616 Yes. 208 00:13:19,616 --> 00:13:23,776 You've been coming out with all this "love" quite a lot recently. 209 00:13:24,776 --> 00:13:27,256 Ever since I've been in here, as a matter of fact. 210 00:13:27,256 --> 00:13:29,976 Where was this love when I really needed it? 211 00:13:29,976 --> 00:13:31,256 Hmm. 212 00:13:31,256 --> 00:13:34,296 - When I was growing up. - Here we go again. 213 00:13:34,296 --> 00:13:36,936 When my baby was born. 214 00:13:36,936 --> 00:13:39,216 It was constant criticism back then, 215 00:13:39,216 --> 00:13:41,416 constant abuse back then. 216 00:13:41,416 --> 00:13:43,936 Anyone could've seen that I just needed a bit of support, 217 00:13:43,936 --> 00:13:45,816 I needed some confidence-building. 218 00:13:47,416 --> 00:13:48,816 Anyone bar you. 219 00:13:50,016 --> 00:13:51,976 You know who I really needed? 220 00:13:53,736 --> 00:13:55,536 My dad. 221 00:13:55,536 --> 00:13:58,256 But he was driven off by you, 222 00:13:58,256 --> 00:14:01,056 driven off by the most cold, 223 00:14:01,056 --> 00:14:03,656 insensitive bitch I've ever known. 224 00:14:06,496 --> 00:14:08,016 I am not leaving. 225 00:14:10,656 --> 00:14:11,896 Well, I am. 226 00:14:13,536 --> 00:14:15,296 Excuse me. Can I go now, please? 227 00:14:15,296 --> 00:14:17,896 I'd just really like to go now, please. Thank you. 228 00:15:18,719 --> 00:15:21,137 - All right? - All right. 229 00:15:21,137 --> 00:15:22,577 Nice towel. 230 00:15:22,577 --> 00:15:23,857 What do you want? 231 00:15:23,857 --> 00:15:25,897 I've been told to hurt you. 232 00:15:25,897 --> 00:15:27,777 Who by? 233 00:15:27,777 --> 00:15:29,497 Some people I owe money to. 234 00:15:30,897 --> 00:15:33,137 How do you intend to do it? 235 00:15:33,137 --> 00:15:34,737 With these. 236 00:15:36,697 --> 00:15:38,257 Are you capable of that? 237 00:15:42,177 --> 00:15:43,777 N-No. 238 00:15:45,297 --> 00:15:47,177 Then, you've got a problem. 239 00:15:47,177 --> 00:15:48,297 Yeah. 240 00:15:50,817 --> 00:15:53,017 Go back and say you tried but you couldn't do it. 241 00:15:53,017 --> 00:15:54,497 I was too good for you. 242 00:15:55,240 --> 00:15:56,177 Right. 243 00:15:58,617 --> 00:15:59,897 Fuck. 244 00:15:59,897 --> 00:16:01,017 Fuck. 245 00:16:02,137 --> 00:16:03,257 Ah! 246 00:16:04,217 --> 00:16:06,297 That'll make it more convincing. 247 00:16:10,017 --> 00:16:11,177 Oh, fuck. 248 00:16:28,538 --> 00:16:30,218 You got a problem? 249 00:16:31,458 --> 00:16:32,738 It's coming. 250 00:16:51,298 --> 00:16:53,538 So do you... do yours yourself? 251 00:16:53,538 --> 00:16:56,298 I can usually manage my left, but I get one of the other girls 252 00:16:56,298 --> 00:16:58,258 - to do my right. - Yeah, can't do that. 253 00:16:59,338 --> 00:17:00,578 Miss! 254 00:17:00,578 --> 00:17:02,418 - Stay there, don't move. - OK. 255 00:17:02,418 --> 00:17:05,178 - Put your hand in there. - OK, OK. - Press it down, it will dry. - OK. 256 00:17:07,018 --> 00:17:08,738 I want you to marry us, miss. 257 00:17:08,738 --> 00:17:10,178 You and...? 258 00:17:10,178 --> 00:17:12,058 - Adam, yeah. - Right. 259 00:17:12,058 --> 00:17:13,578 As soon as. 260 00:17:13,578 --> 00:17:17,018 - Well, we'd have to talk to the governor and... - Yeah. 261 00:17:18,178 --> 00:17:20,258 He won't think it's a good idea. 262 00:17:20,258 --> 00:17:21,618 Why not? 263 00:17:21,618 --> 00:17:24,458 You want a place in the mother and baby unit? 264 00:17:24,458 --> 00:17:26,978 - Yeah. - Well, marrying Adam would threaten that. 265 00:17:26,978 --> 00:17:28,258 Why? 266 00:17:30,418 --> 00:17:32,898 The governor doesn't think he's a good man, Kelsey. 267 00:17:32,898 --> 00:17:34,778 - Why not? - He's into drugs. 268 00:17:34,778 --> 00:17:36,178 Everyone's into drugs. 269 00:17:36,178 --> 00:17:38,138 He deals them, doesn't he? 270 00:17:38,138 --> 00:17:39,538 Not everyone deals them. 271 00:17:39,538 --> 00:17:40,738 He loves me. 272 00:17:40,738 --> 00:17:43,058 - Does he? - What are you saying? 273 00:17:43,058 --> 00:17:44,818 - Nothing. - Have you been talking about us? 274 00:17:44,818 --> 00:17:47,498 - No. - Yeah, you have. You've been talking about us, haven't you? 275 00:17:47,498 --> 00:17:49,658 You and the governor and all them other twats have been 276 00:17:49,658 --> 00:17:51,658 talking about us. Well, tell them this, right? 277 00:17:51,658 --> 00:17:53,098 We love each other. 278 00:17:53,098 --> 00:17:55,138 Me and Adam love each other. 279 00:17:55,138 --> 00:17:56,618 So fuck the lot of you. 280 00:18:14,099 --> 00:18:15,459 You right? 281 00:18:15,459 --> 00:18:17,539 Yeah. What about Bob Dylan? 282 00:18:17,539 --> 00:18:18,939 Oh, she likes it here. 283 00:18:25,379 --> 00:18:27,579 Going to put you back with your two mates, right? 284 00:18:27,579 --> 00:18:29,579 One mate. 285 00:18:29,579 --> 00:18:30,619 Oh! 286 00:18:34,259 --> 00:18:37,379 If I marry you, I won't get into the mother and baby unit. 287 00:18:37,379 --> 00:18:38,499 Why? 288 00:18:39,499 --> 00:18:40,979 Because you're not a good man. 289 00:18:42,779 --> 00:18:43,899 Why? 290 00:18:43,899 --> 00:18:45,419 Cos you're into drugs. 291 00:18:45,419 --> 00:18:46,899 Everyone's into drugs. 292 00:18:46,899 --> 00:18:48,459 I told her that. 293 00:18:48,459 --> 00:18:51,939 Who's been saying all this? Who's she to say any of this shit? 294 00:18:51,939 --> 00:18:53,619 The chaplain. 295 00:18:53,619 --> 00:18:55,259 She's a nun, I think. 296 00:18:56,419 --> 00:18:57,659 A nun? 297 00:18:59,019 --> 00:19:01,059 She's a sex-starved spinster. 298 00:19:01,059 --> 00:19:04,259 That's why she's saying all this cos she's jealous of you. 299 00:19:05,379 --> 00:19:08,139 And why are you listening to her anyway? 300 00:19:08,139 --> 00:19:10,619 What's she got to do with any of this? 301 00:19:10,619 --> 00:19:11,819 Sorry. 302 00:19:12,819 --> 00:19:14,019 Nah, 303 00:19:14,019 --> 00:19:17,419 - I'm putting the phone down now cos... - Don't hang up! 304 00:19:17,419 --> 00:19:20,179 ...you've really upset me. You know what I mean? 305 00:19:20,179 --> 00:19:22,739 You've just... just really upset me. 306 00:19:22,739 --> 00:19:24,539 Please, please don't hang up. 307 00:19:24,539 --> 00:19:25,859 Don't hang up! 308 00:19:30,899 --> 00:19:32,619 Right. She's in here. 309 00:19:32,619 --> 00:19:34,699 You're in five. Get your stuff together. 310 00:19:37,819 --> 00:19:39,099 Suits me fine. 311 00:19:40,459 --> 00:19:41,619 Sorry. 312 00:19:41,619 --> 00:19:43,259 No, it's OK. 313 00:19:43,259 --> 00:19:44,979 Rather you than me. 314 00:19:44,979 --> 00:19:47,059 I'll be able to breathe in there, at least. 315 00:19:49,539 --> 00:19:50,899 How come you're back? 316 00:19:50,899 --> 00:19:52,699 Theft. Got 12 months. 317 00:19:55,379 --> 00:19:56,819 What's wrong, sweetheart? 318 00:20:03,219 --> 00:20:04,459 It's Adam. 319 00:20:12,220 --> 00:20:13,660 You need to eat something. 320 00:20:13,660 --> 00:20:14,780 I can't. 321 00:20:16,420 --> 00:20:17,460 For the baby. 322 00:20:26,980 --> 00:20:28,980 I told Adam what you said. 323 00:20:28,980 --> 00:20:30,140 Right. 324 00:20:30,140 --> 00:20:32,380 - You know what he said back? - No. 325 00:20:32,380 --> 00:20:35,460 You're a sex-starved spinster and you're just jealous of me. 326 00:20:37,740 --> 00:20:38,900 Right. 327 00:20:38,900 --> 00:20:41,460 Er, Orla, can you come with me, please? 328 00:20:50,460 --> 00:20:51,740 Tell me what it is. 329 00:20:52,780 --> 00:20:55,300 I know you're not supposed to, but just tell me what it is. 330 00:20:57,020 --> 00:20:58,460 Then, tell me what it isn't. 331 00:20:59,460 --> 00:21:01,860 - Say it's not my kids. - I can't. 332 00:21:01,860 --> 00:21:03,340 I don't care if it's my mam. 333 00:21:03,340 --> 00:21:05,780 She's just an old alky so I don't care if it's her. 334 00:21:05,780 --> 00:21:07,100 Just say it's not my kids. 335 00:21:07,100 --> 00:21:08,460 I can't. 336 00:21:09,700 --> 00:21:13,340 You don't have kids, obviously, because you're an airy-fairy nun, 337 00:21:13,340 --> 00:21:16,020 but if you did, you'd know, 338 00:21:16,020 --> 00:21:18,940 and I promise you, you wouldn't be doing this to me. 339 00:21:20,140 --> 00:21:21,620 It's not your kids. 340 00:21:24,900 --> 00:21:26,060 Thank you. 341 00:21:31,980 --> 00:21:33,100 Hello. 342 00:21:33,100 --> 00:21:34,260 Oh, hello. 343 00:21:34,260 --> 00:21:36,740 It's Tess Palmer here from social services. I've taken over... 344 00:21:36,740 --> 00:21:38,420 Are my kids OK? 345 00:21:38,420 --> 00:21:40,460 Yeah, they're fine. 346 00:21:40,460 --> 00:21:42,260 I've just checked on them. 347 00:21:42,260 --> 00:21:43,980 Thanks. 348 00:21:43,980 --> 00:21:47,180 I've got bad news about your mother, I'm afraid, Orla. 349 00:21:47,180 --> 00:21:48,940 What's she done now? 350 00:21:48,940 --> 00:21:50,100 Nothing. 351 00:21:51,460 --> 00:21:54,340 I'm sorry, but I'm just going to come out with it and say this. 352 00:21:54,340 --> 00:21:55,900 She's dying. 353 00:21:59,500 --> 00:22:00,780 Since when? 354 00:22:00,780 --> 00:22:02,501 A while, apparently. 355 00:22:04,621 --> 00:22:05,861 Has...? 356 00:22:07,621 --> 00:22:09,301 She never said a word to me. 357 00:22:09,301 --> 00:22:10,701 I know. 358 00:22:10,701 --> 00:22:12,661 They told me she never said a word to anyone. 359 00:22:12,661 --> 00:22:15,061 But it's time now. 360 00:22:16,261 --> 00:22:18,101 And they've moved her to a hospice. 361 00:22:18,101 --> 00:22:19,541 Right. 362 00:22:21,701 --> 00:22:23,301 Thanks for telling me. 363 00:22:28,661 --> 00:22:29,861 I'm sorry, Orla. 364 00:23:14,301 --> 00:23:16,781 - Mummy! - Hi. 365 00:23:20,661 --> 00:23:22,021 Nana's sick. 366 00:23:22,021 --> 00:23:23,501 I know, angel. 367 00:23:29,181 --> 00:23:30,621 You OK, little man? 368 00:23:32,541 --> 00:23:34,901 I'm Tess. We spoke on the phone. 369 00:23:36,021 --> 00:23:37,381 Hi. 370 00:23:37,381 --> 00:23:38,981 Why are you even here? 371 00:23:38,981 --> 00:23:41,181 - Kyle! - It's fine. 372 00:23:41,181 --> 00:23:42,581 It's not fine. 373 00:23:42,581 --> 00:23:44,221 Turning up like this. 374 00:23:44,221 --> 00:23:45,821 Why couldn't you come another day? 375 00:23:47,581 --> 00:23:49,261 I don't get a say in it, Kyle. 376 00:23:52,181 --> 00:23:53,821 Come here, Nancy. 377 00:23:53,821 --> 00:23:55,141 Let's go to the cafe. 378 00:23:56,301 --> 00:23:57,622 Come on. 379 00:24:03,462 --> 00:24:05,422 You said we'd go to the cafe after. 380 00:24:07,182 --> 00:24:08,422 I love you lot. 381 00:24:10,302 --> 00:24:12,302 No, you don't. 382 00:24:12,302 --> 00:24:14,582 If you loved us, you wouldn't be in jail. 383 00:24:35,622 --> 00:24:37,102 You can give her a hug. 384 00:24:38,382 --> 00:24:40,302 We're not really a hugging family. 385 00:24:42,502 --> 00:24:45,862 Well, her skin's very dry, so if you'd put a little lotion 386 00:24:45,862 --> 00:24:48,422 on her hands, that'd be a favour to me. 387 00:24:48,422 --> 00:24:49,742 OK. 388 00:25:18,902 --> 00:25:20,702 There you are. 389 00:25:25,542 --> 00:25:27,702 What a way to end up, eh? 390 00:25:30,702 --> 00:25:32,182 You or me? 391 00:25:41,582 --> 00:25:43,382 I tried, you know, love. 392 00:25:46,582 --> 00:25:48,382 Not hard enough, mind. 393 00:25:51,302 --> 00:25:52,823 You were always a... 394 00:25:56,023 --> 00:25:58,903 ...a much better mother than I could ever be. 395 00:26:00,303 --> 00:26:02,223 Don't think the kids see it that way. 396 00:26:03,783 --> 00:26:05,863 They don't understand... 397 00:26:10,423 --> 00:26:14,983 ...the world's not a straightforward place for women. 398 00:26:17,383 --> 00:26:18,703 Maybe one day they will. 399 00:26:22,503 --> 00:26:24,143 I've lost them, Mam. 400 00:27:23,943 --> 00:27:27,063 There were definitely people rattling at my door last night. 401 00:27:27,063 --> 00:27:30,023 - And you're sure they were trying to get in? - Yes. 402 00:27:31,463 --> 00:27:34,663 - Can I say something? Something quite blunt? - Yeah. 403 00:27:34,663 --> 00:27:36,103 Talking would help. 404 00:27:37,143 --> 00:27:38,743 Talking about what? 405 00:27:42,623 --> 00:27:44,343 The death of your child. 406 00:27:46,863 --> 00:27:51,424 If you told your story truthfully, the women might understand. 407 00:27:51,424 --> 00:27:53,664 - Some would even sympathise. - No. 408 00:27:57,384 --> 00:27:59,064 Come to my group, tell your story. 409 00:28:01,424 --> 00:28:03,224 How's it doing? 410 00:28:04,544 --> 00:28:06,384 Er, not great. 411 00:28:06,384 --> 00:28:09,264 And if I came along, it would help, would it? 412 00:28:09,264 --> 00:28:12,144 - It would swell the numbers? - Yes. - No, it wouldn't. 413 00:28:12,144 --> 00:28:14,464 You'd have even fewer people turning up. 414 00:28:14,464 --> 00:28:17,024 I am not the most popular woman in this nick, 415 00:28:17,024 --> 00:28:19,784 - if you haven't noticed. - Can I say something else? 416 00:28:19,784 --> 00:28:22,904 - Is this blunt, too? - Yes. - Go on. 417 00:28:22,904 --> 00:28:24,624 I get loads turning up. 418 00:28:24,624 --> 00:28:26,664 They'd all want to hear your story. 419 00:28:26,664 --> 00:28:28,704 Well, tell me yours. Tell me YOUR story. 420 00:28:28,704 --> 00:28:30,584 - No. - You've got one? 421 00:28:31,864 --> 00:28:33,224 Oh, yes. 422 00:28:54,744 --> 00:28:57,744 Hi. This is Kyle. Please leave a message and I'll call you back. 423 00:28:57,744 --> 00:29:00,664 You can re-record your message by pressing hash at any time. 424 00:29:22,384 --> 00:29:23,784 All right, see you. 425 00:29:39,824 --> 00:29:42,385 - What do you want? - To burn you. Yeah? 426 00:29:42,385 --> 00:29:43,585 An eye for an eye and all that. 427 00:29:43,585 --> 00:29:46,545 - You'll be all right with that, won't you? - Oh, will I, yeah? 428 00:29:46,545 --> 00:29:50,785 Listen, I have taken my time, and that is because of fear. 429 00:29:50,785 --> 00:29:52,425 You slashed my face. 430 00:29:52,425 --> 00:29:55,705 That's further than most women in this prison would ever go. 431 00:29:55,705 --> 00:29:57,825 And that instilled a bit of fear. 432 00:29:57,825 --> 00:29:59,345 So why did you do it? 433 00:30:00,585 --> 00:30:02,905 Why did you go so far? 434 00:30:02,905 --> 00:30:04,705 Cos I loved her. 435 00:30:06,865 --> 00:30:08,185 Tanya? 436 00:30:08,185 --> 00:30:09,505 Yeah. 437 00:30:09,505 --> 00:30:11,945 - And did she love you? - Yes. 438 00:30:11,945 --> 00:30:13,705 And you ruined it. 439 00:30:38,385 --> 00:30:39,905 Don't think I'm weak. 440 00:30:42,065 --> 00:30:43,505 I won't. 441 00:30:54,345 --> 00:30:56,225 Welcome, everyone. 442 00:30:56,225 --> 00:30:59,585 Few newbies here today, that's always nice. 443 00:31:00,785 --> 00:31:04,425 I thought today we would talk about men. 444 00:31:05,905 --> 00:31:07,825 Relationships with men, 445 00:31:07,825 --> 00:31:12,425 relationships that have not exactly been... positive. 446 00:31:14,625 --> 00:31:16,225 So... 447 00:31:16,225 --> 00:31:18,185 ...who would like to kick it off? 448 00:31:25,865 --> 00:31:27,905 Welcome, Abi. 449 00:31:27,905 --> 00:31:30,585 Come on in. Grab yourself a chair. 450 00:31:33,225 --> 00:31:34,705 Ladies, if you could... 451 00:31:37,946 --> 00:31:40,026 That's great. Thank you. 452 00:31:41,066 --> 00:31:44,346 So who of our newbies would like to start us off? 453 00:31:44,346 --> 00:31:46,226 You can say anything. 454 00:31:46,226 --> 00:31:48,226 There's no judgment here. 455 00:31:48,226 --> 00:31:49,946 Everything's confidential. 456 00:31:51,906 --> 00:31:54,266 - Kelsey? - Why me? 457 00:31:54,266 --> 00:31:55,586 No reason. 458 00:31:55,586 --> 00:31:59,586 - You're new and I just thought you might want to share... - I wouldn't. 459 00:31:59,586 --> 00:32:02,306 - Then why are you here, you silly bitch? - To listen. 460 00:32:07,386 --> 00:32:08,706 Anyone else? 461 00:32:14,226 --> 00:32:16,746 - Why don't you go? - Why don't you shut up, you grass? 462 00:32:16,746 --> 00:32:20,026 What's she even doing here? Fucking baby-killer. 463 00:32:21,146 --> 00:32:22,986 Abi's here because I invited her. 464 00:32:22,986 --> 00:32:24,666 Leave us. 465 00:32:24,666 --> 00:32:27,106 - What? - Leave us. 466 00:32:27,106 --> 00:32:29,906 You go on about it being confidential. 467 00:32:29,906 --> 00:32:31,586 Nothing's confidential in here. 468 00:32:31,586 --> 00:32:34,346 If Kelsey says something and you report it, bang, 469 00:32:34,346 --> 00:32:36,426 has her baby taken off her. 470 00:32:36,426 --> 00:32:39,946 I'd only do that if I was seriously concerned. 471 00:32:39,946 --> 00:32:44,506 And how are we supposed to know that you're seriously concerned? 472 00:32:46,666 --> 00:32:48,346 Leave us. 473 00:32:49,346 --> 00:32:51,226 Who'd be in charge? 474 00:32:51,226 --> 00:32:52,866 No-one. 475 00:32:54,426 --> 00:32:57,306 You invited me, remember? 476 00:33:03,946 --> 00:33:05,386 OK. 477 00:33:05,386 --> 00:33:06,746 I'll be outside. 478 00:33:17,906 --> 00:33:20,306 Got a fucking cheek, you know that? 479 00:33:21,386 --> 00:33:23,226 So who's going first? 480 00:33:23,226 --> 00:33:24,866 Er, you. 481 00:33:26,482 --> 00:33:27,106 No. 482 00:33:34,147 --> 00:33:38,187 I'd gone to watch my son play footy for the school. 483 00:33:38,187 --> 00:33:40,387 Turned out he was a sub. 484 00:33:40,387 --> 00:33:42,227 Him and two other boys. 485 00:33:43,627 --> 00:33:47,427 Half-time comes. The teacher... 486 00:33:47,427 --> 00:33:52,187 He puts the other two on and he leaves my son standing there. 487 00:33:54,587 --> 00:33:57,867 I tell him, "Don't worry. You'll get on in the second half, yeah?" 488 00:33:59,267 --> 00:34:02,107 It's the coldest day of the year, and... 489 00:34:02,107 --> 00:34:05,107 He's got a Puffa jacket. He won't put it on, 490 00:34:05,107 --> 00:34:07,667 I don't know why. He just won't. 491 00:34:09,227 --> 00:34:11,587 He's just standing there with his hands 492 00:34:11,587 --> 00:34:13,787 in his sleeves, you know, like that. 493 00:34:15,027 --> 00:34:16,067 He's shivering. 494 00:34:17,427 --> 00:34:20,947 And that teacher, he never sent him on. 495 00:34:23,347 --> 00:34:25,907 Anyway, I seen him again a few days later. 496 00:34:25,907 --> 00:34:27,427 Parent-teacher thing. 497 00:34:28,587 --> 00:34:32,707 I say to him, I ask him why he left my son standing there. 498 00:34:34,667 --> 00:34:37,547 "Because he wasn't good enough," he says. 499 00:34:38,867 --> 00:34:40,907 So I hit him... 500 00:34:40,907 --> 00:34:42,667 ...and he fell 501 00:34:42,667 --> 00:34:44,227 and he cracked his head. 502 00:34:45,947 --> 00:34:48,067 It wasn't the first time I'd hit someone, 503 00:34:48,067 --> 00:34:51,227 and I got four years IPP for it. You know IPP, yeah? 504 00:34:51,227 --> 00:34:52,387 - Yes. - No? 505 00:34:54,027 --> 00:34:56,667 Well, neither did I, till they first give it to me. 506 00:34:56,667 --> 00:34:59,427 "Imprisonment for public protection." 507 00:34:59,427 --> 00:35:02,347 Which means they don't let you out 508 00:35:02,347 --> 00:35:05,147 till they think it's safe to let you out. 509 00:35:05,147 --> 00:35:07,027 It's meant for sex offenders and that, 510 00:35:07,027 --> 00:35:10,707 and the judge gives it to me for chinning a teacher. Anyway... 511 00:35:11,867 --> 00:35:14,627 I do the four years and I go for parole. 512 00:35:14,627 --> 00:35:18,187 And they ask me what I think about hitting a teacher, 513 00:35:18,187 --> 00:35:20,467 and I say, "Well... 514 00:35:20,467 --> 00:35:22,707 "..I didn't think I hit him hard enough." 515 00:35:25,307 --> 00:35:27,948 That means I'm not safe to be let out, 516 00:35:27,948 --> 00:35:30,988 so they made me go back and do another year. 517 00:35:32,628 --> 00:35:33,868 I go back. 518 00:35:34,948 --> 00:35:37,828 They ask the same question, they get the same answer. 519 00:35:37,828 --> 00:35:39,508 That's another year. 520 00:35:42,348 --> 00:35:44,748 And they say to me, "Why are you doing this?" 521 00:35:46,868 --> 00:35:49,428 "It's just keeping you away from your boy." 522 00:35:50,508 --> 00:35:51,748 I say, "No. 523 00:35:53,388 --> 00:35:55,228 "He ain't my boy any more. 524 00:35:56,748 --> 00:35:58,108 "He's a man now." 525 00:36:06,948 --> 00:36:08,348 Did you speak? 526 00:36:08,348 --> 00:36:10,228 No. Donna, mainly. 527 00:36:10,228 --> 00:36:11,828 Right. 528 00:36:17,028 --> 00:36:18,708 There's a Catholic priest. 529 00:36:21,748 --> 00:36:23,348 You're...? 530 00:36:23,348 --> 00:36:25,028 Yes. 531 00:36:26,188 --> 00:36:27,748 You and a priest? 532 00:36:28,908 --> 00:36:30,028 Yes. 533 00:36:31,668 --> 00:36:32,988 Fucking hell! 534 00:36:37,948 --> 00:36:39,548 What's his name? 535 00:36:39,548 --> 00:36:40,908 Peter. 536 00:36:42,828 --> 00:36:44,068 It must be difficult. 537 00:36:44,068 --> 00:36:45,868 Yes, for me. 538 00:36:46,948 --> 00:36:50,228 He has his own philosophy, his own ideas. 539 00:36:50,228 --> 00:36:52,308 He manages it quite well, but... 540 00:36:52,308 --> 00:36:53,908 How long have you known him? 541 00:36:55,228 --> 00:36:57,788 Known him for about eight years, but we've... 542 00:36:58,828 --> 00:37:01,108 ...for a year. 543 00:37:01,108 --> 00:37:03,108 Do you love him? 544 00:37:03,108 --> 00:37:04,588 Yes. 545 00:37:04,588 --> 00:37:05,948 Does he love you? 546 00:37:07,188 --> 00:37:08,548 Yes. 547 00:37:08,548 --> 00:37:10,948 Would you pack it in for him? 548 00:37:10,948 --> 00:37:12,508 This? 549 00:37:12,508 --> 00:37:13,908 Yeah. 550 00:37:15,948 --> 00:37:17,588 Yes, I would. 551 00:37:17,588 --> 00:37:20,108 Would he pack it in for you? 552 00:37:20,108 --> 00:37:22,429 No. Nor should he. 553 00:37:24,469 --> 00:37:27,309 That's only part of my story, of course. 554 00:37:29,149 --> 00:37:31,549 But it is a big part of it right now. 555 00:37:47,389 --> 00:37:48,909 - Hello? - Who's this? 556 00:37:50,229 --> 00:37:52,589 - Can you put Adam on, please? - Adam's not here at the moment. 557 00:37:52,589 --> 00:37:54,669 - Can I take a message? - How long are you going to be? 558 00:37:54,669 --> 00:37:55,989 I don't know, do I? 559 00:37:58,239 --> 00:37:58,869 Hello, babe. 560 00:37:58,869 --> 00:38:01,189 Why is that fucking knob answering your phone? 561 00:38:01,189 --> 00:38:04,669 - He told me. Thought it'd be funny. - Tell him to do one. 562 00:38:04,669 --> 00:38:06,909 Dinnae speak about my friend like that, OK? 563 00:38:06,909 --> 00:38:08,469 I didn't mean it like that, did I? 564 00:38:08,469 --> 00:38:10,589 - Sorry. - What do you want, babe? 565 00:38:10,589 --> 00:38:13,429 Listen, babe, I've got my board on Tuesday, and you've got to be there. 566 00:38:13,429 --> 00:38:15,589 - I've got fucking stuff on. - Yeah, I know that, 567 00:38:15,589 --> 00:38:17,789 - but you've got to be there. - Don't fucking shout at me! 568 00:38:17,789 --> 00:38:20,829 - All right?! - I'm not shouting! OK, you're the baby's father, 569 00:38:20,829 --> 00:38:22,909 - you have to be there, Adam. - Oh, fucking hell. 570 00:38:22,909 --> 00:38:24,749 If I don't get a place in the mother and baby, 571 00:38:24,749 --> 00:38:27,109 he'll go straight into foster care. There are women in here 572 00:38:27,109 --> 00:38:29,429 who don't give a shit about that, but I'm not one of them. 573 00:38:29,429 --> 00:38:31,629 Yeah, I know that, babe. I'll be there. 574 00:38:31,629 --> 00:38:33,869 - OK? - OK, I love you. Bye. 575 00:38:33,869 --> 00:38:36,229 Was that aimed at me? You think I don't care that my kids are 576 00:38:36,229 --> 00:38:38,509 - in foster care? - I didn't mean you, did I? - I didn't do drugs 577 00:38:38,509 --> 00:38:40,309 - when I were pregnant, love. - That's not fair. 578 00:38:40,309 --> 00:38:42,069 And I didn't go on about abortions either. 579 00:38:42,069 --> 00:38:44,589 So do one before I batter you. 580 00:38:55,629 --> 00:38:57,069 Hello. 581 00:38:58,469 --> 00:39:02,829 ♪ Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you 582 00:39:02,829 --> 00:39:07,269 ♪ Happy birthday, dear Kyle Happy birthday to you. ♪ 583 00:39:08,749 --> 00:39:10,709 You OK, son? 584 00:39:33,190 --> 00:39:35,550 - Try him again. - I've tried him five times, Kelsey. 585 00:39:35,550 --> 00:39:36,950 He said he'd be here. 586 00:39:36,950 --> 00:39:39,990 I think we've got to assume he's not coming. 587 00:39:39,990 --> 00:39:41,790 What am I going to do? 588 00:39:41,790 --> 00:39:45,670 Kelsey, you're better off without him. 589 00:39:45,670 --> 00:39:48,750 Just go in there, tell them why this matters. 590 00:39:50,350 --> 00:39:51,510 Yeah? 591 00:39:54,230 --> 00:39:57,710 This is Kelsey's first child, so we don't have anything to go on, 592 00:39:57,710 --> 00:40:00,550 other than the classes she's attended on the MBU. 593 00:40:00,550 --> 00:40:03,070 - The unit manager has stated... - ...Kelsey grew up in care 594 00:40:03,070 --> 00:40:04,830 and she has no other family members, 595 00:40:04,830 --> 00:40:07,910 so there's not a huge amount of support there, obviously... 596 00:40:07,910 --> 00:40:10,510 ...Kelsey has a history of drug addiction. 597 00:40:10,510 --> 00:40:14,390 A risk of relapsing is possible - we can't deny that. 598 00:40:14,390 --> 00:40:18,430 The biggest concern is that she may have taken drugs 599 00:40:18,430 --> 00:40:20,830 after she discovered that she was pregnant. 600 00:40:20,830 --> 00:40:23,990 But I know that Kelsey has some things to say about that. 601 00:40:27,110 --> 00:40:28,830 Yeah. 602 00:40:28,830 --> 00:40:32,270 I'd like to say that I know what you're thinking - 603 00:40:32,270 --> 00:40:35,750 I'm just some smackhead who'll never be able to look after a baby. 604 00:40:35,750 --> 00:40:38,550 That's not true. It's because you don't know me. 605 00:40:38,550 --> 00:40:41,030 You're just going off a load of reports. 606 00:40:41,030 --> 00:40:43,190 Are you saying the reports are incorrect? 607 00:40:43,190 --> 00:40:45,070 No, no, it's not that. 608 00:40:45,070 --> 00:40:47,670 It's just not the full story. 609 00:40:48,990 --> 00:40:51,510 Like, yeah, I did take drugs after I found out 610 00:40:51,510 --> 00:40:54,870 that I were pregnant. But believe me, I regret that. 611 00:40:54,870 --> 00:40:59,030 I've done nothing but worry about how that might have hurt him. 612 00:40:59,030 --> 00:41:02,390 Since my first scan, I promise you, I haven't taken anything, 613 00:41:02,390 --> 00:41:05,550 not touched it, and it's not like I couldn't have. 614 00:41:05,550 --> 00:41:08,550 You know, I've made my mind up. 615 00:41:08,550 --> 00:41:11,270 All my tests have been clear. 616 00:41:11,270 --> 00:41:15,271 What about previous challenging conduct in prison? 617 00:41:15,271 --> 00:41:19,031 You understand that there can be nothing like that on the MBU. 618 00:41:19,031 --> 00:41:21,271 Yeah, I understand that. Yeah. 619 00:41:21,271 --> 00:41:23,791 And in the past, I have kicked off a bit 620 00:41:23,791 --> 00:41:26,751 when I've been in the nick. But not this time. 621 00:41:26,751 --> 00:41:29,831 - This time I haven't been written up even once, have I, miss? - No. 622 00:41:32,591 --> 00:41:34,351 And it's because I've changed. 623 00:41:35,751 --> 00:41:37,111 I used to be so in my head, 624 00:41:37,111 --> 00:41:39,071 just thoughts swirling about and that, 625 00:41:39,071 --> 00:41:41,191 and that's why I was getting into it with people, 626 00:41:41,191 --> 00:41:43,511 so I needed more and more gear to calm down. 627 00:41:43,511 --> 00:41:46,511 But now I've got something more important to think about, 628 00:41:46,511 --> 00:41:48,111 it's completely different. 629 00:41:48,111 --> 00:41:49,591 Different how? 630 00:41:53,191 --> 00:41:54,551 Er... 631 00:41:56,951 --> 00:41:59,151 I'm thinking about the future now, aren't I? 632 00:42:00,431 --> 00:42:02,911 I'm thinking about how that will go. 633 00:42:02,911 --> 00:42:05,271 I've never done that before. 634 00:42:06,391 --> 00:42:09,511 I'm going to get a job doing nails and beauty and that, 635 00:42:09,511 --> 00:42:10,911 and we'll be all right. 636 00:42:10,911 --> 00:42:13,871 And I know that you'll say I won't make it on the out on my own, 637 00:42:13,871 --> 00:42:17,631 but I will. I will not let you down. 638 00:42:17,631 --> 00:42:19,871 I promise you, I'll not let you down. 639 00:42:22,951 --> 00:42:24,871 I'll be a good mother. 640 00:42:35,871 --> 00:42:37,431 How'd it go? 641 00:42:37,431 --> 00:42:38,951 Adam didn't show up. 642 00:42:38,951 --> 00:42:42,551 She did well, though. She said all that she needed to say. 643 00:42:42,551 --> 00:42:45,351 - How long till she finds out? - Next day or so. 644 00:42:45,351 --> 00:42:48,471 If it's a yeah, she'll move over there about a week before she's due. 645 00:42:48,471 --> 00:42:51,111 Oh, yeah, she'll be mother of the year, won't she? Soft bastards. 646 00:42:51,111 --> 00:42:53,111 - What are you saying? - Orla, back off. 647 00:42:53,111 --> 00:42:55,431 Are you telling me what to do now, baby-killer? 648 00:42:55,431 --> 00:42:57,191 Stop right there, Orla. 649 00:42:57,191 --> 00:43:00,111 Me? I'm stuck in here wi' a baby-killer and a smackhead, 650 00:43:00,111 --> 00:43:02,551 - and you're bollocking me?! - Don't make me write you up. 651 00:43:02,551 --> 00:43:04,311 Or what? You'll send me back to t'wing? 652 00:43:04,311 --> 00:43:07,592 Even Bob Dylan's better than these. So, yeah, send me back. Please. 653 00:43:07,592 --> 00:43:10,432 - Please! - Right. Let's get your stuff. 654 00:43:11,872 --> 00:43:14,392 I lost my kids cos I couldn't pay the leccy bill. 655 00:43:14,392 --> 00:43:16,752 Working full-time, but I still couldn't pay it. 656 00:43:16,752 --> 00:43:19,912 13 years of rocking 'em, reading to 'em, 657 00:43:19,912 --> 00:43:22,472 making 'em fish fingers, gone. 658 00:43:23,472 --> 00:43:26,712 Yet some smackhead gets to keep her baby? 659 00:43:26,712 --> 00:43:29,632 Hey? It's a fucking joke. 660 00:43:29,632 --> 00:43:32,592 Take a few days to get your head straight, Orla. 661 00:43:57,952 --> 00:43:59,552 What is it? 662 00:43:59,552 --> 00:44:01,312 It's from my son. 663 00:44:02,552 --> 00:44:04,112 - From Stephen? - Yeah. 664 00:44:04,112 --> 00:44:05,992 What does it say? 665 00:44:07,032 --> 00:44:12,352 Just, "Thinking of you. Your son, Stephen." 666 00:44:12,352 --> 00:44:14,072 That's great. 667 00:44:15,272 --> 00:44:16,832 Why now? 668 00:44:19,192 --> 00:44:20,952 I did a deal, didn't I? 669 00:44:23,312 --> 00:44:25,672 I did a deal with God, didn't I? 670 00:44:25,672 --> 00:44:28,112 Stephen gets in touch and I go to Mass. 671 00:44:28,112 --> 00:44:29,912 So I'll see you in Mass, miss. 672 00:44:31,552 --> 00:44:33,472 It's a card from my son! 673 00:44:33,472 --> 00:44:35,032 - It's from my son! - That's great. 674 00:44:54,832 --> 00:44:56,152 So... 675 00:44:57,352 --> 00:44:58,752 They said yes. 676 00:45:00,472 --> 00:45:02,633 Move in before your due date. Yeah? 677 00:45:21,993 --> 00:45:23,473 Hello. 678 00:45:23,473 --> 00:45:25,353 Is that Stephen Harkness? 679 00:45:25,353 --> 00:45:26,513 Yeah. 680 00:45:26,513 --> 00:45:28,513 Are you the son of Lou Harkness? 681 00:45:28,513 --> 00:45:29,953 Yeah. 682 00:45:29,953 --> 00:45:32,313 Hi, Stephen. I'm Marie-Louise O'Dell. 683 00:45:32,313 --> 00:45:34,393 I'm chaplain at Carlingford Prison, 684 00:45:34,393 --> 00:45:36,593 and your mother's with us at the moment. 685 00:45:36,593 --> 00:45:38,513 I want nothing to do with that bitch. 686 00:45:39,673 --> 00:45:41,553 The next question is a bit redundant now, 687 00:45:41,553 --> 00:45:43,873 but did you send your mother a card recently? 688 00:45:43,873 --> 00:45:45,353 What? 689 00:45:45,353 --> 00:45:47,353 Did you send your mother a card? 690 00:45:47,353 --> 00:45:49,313 No, of course I didn't. 691 00:45:49,313 --> 00:45:51,073 Do you know what she did to us? 692 00:45:53,193 --> 00:45:55,713 Yeah. She... she punched your wife. 693 00:45:55,713 --> 00:45:58,353 When my wife was seven months pregnant. 694 00:45:58,353 --> 00:46:00,233 We nearly lost the child. 695 00:46:01,673 --> 00:46:03,033 Anything else? 696 00:46:04,513 --> 00:46:06,193 Um... No. 697 00:46:06,193 --> 00:46:07,713 Er, thank you. 698 00:46:07,713 --> 00:46:09,233 Bye. 699 00:46:40,553 --> 00:46:41,953 Mummy! 700 00:46:47,513 --> 00:46:50,713 - Where's Kyle? - He's gearing himself up to come in. 701 00:46:50,713 --> 00:46:52,153 What do you mean? 702 00:46:52,153 --> 00:46:54,233 He took a bit of persuading to come at all, 703 00:46:54,233 --> 00:46:56,314 and when we arrived, he got upset. 704 00:46:56,314 --> 00:46:58,914 He's just outside having a breather. 705 00:46:58,914 --> 00:47:01,794 Why don't you enjoy your visit with these two, 706 00:47:01,794 --> 00:47:04,514 and I'll check on Kyle in a bit? 707 00:47:04,514 --> 00:47:05,754 Yeah. 708 00:47:05,754 --> 00:47:07,234 - Brew? - Yeah. 709 00:47:09,994 --> 00:47:11,354 Hiya. 710 00:47:12,754 --> 00:47:13,954 Look. 711 00:47:13,954 --> 00:47:16,154 Oh! Look at these! 712 00:47:17,714 --> 00:47:19,594 Did them myself. 713 00:47:19,594 --> 00:47:21,154 Clever girl. 714 00:47:22,594 --> 00:47:24,834 You all right? Yeah? 715 00:47:27,954 --> 00:47:30,874 So our teacher asked us to do some spellings. 716 00:47:30,874 --> 00:47:33,194 And then... we did the alphabet. 717 00:47:33,194 --> 00:47:35,074 And then this girl, Lucy, 718 00:47:35,074 --> 00:47:37,794 she forgot her alphabet and she went up to the teacher 719 00:47:37,794 --> 00:47:39,634 and she told the teacher... 720 00:47:41,274 --> 00:47:42,554 And the teacher laughed. 721 00:47:43,994 --> 00:47:46,794 - There's only five minutes left. - Sit down. - I want to see my son. 722 00:47:46,794 --> 00:47:49,594 He's refusing to come in and we can't make him, so sit back down. 723 00:47:49,594 --> 00:47:52,114 My son is just out there and I can't even see him. 724 00:47:52,114 --> 00:47:54,274 You don't want me to take you out in front of these two. 725 00:47:54,274 --> 00:47:55,554 Sit down. 726 00:48:06,314 --> 00:48:07,714 I'm sitting. 727 00:48:13,754 --> 00:48:15,514 - Sorry. - It's OK. 728 00:48:23,794 --> 00:48:26,314 - Can you sit down? - No. 729 00:48:26,314 --> 00:48:28,674 It's in my pelvis now. 730 00:48:28,674 --> 00:48:30,474 It's complete agony. 731 00:48:30,474 --> 00:48:32,794 I'm going to ring reception. 732 00:48:35,794 --> 00:48:37,834 - You all right, Kels? - No! 733 00:48:39,794 --> 00:48:41,674 - Just keep breathing. - I can't! 734 00:48:41,674 --> 00:48:43,034 Oh... 735 00:48:44,114 --> 00:48:46,114 Hiya, yeah. Can we send someone over? 736 00:48:46,114 --> 00:48:49,154 There's a pregnant woman here. She's in a lot of pain. 737 00:48:49,154 --> 00:48:50,354 Right. 738 00:48:52,595 --> 00:48:55,555 Yeah. Yeah. 739 00:48:55,555 --> 00:48:56,595 36 weeks. 740 00:48:58,195 --> 00:49:00,115 No, I think it's... 741 00:49:00,115 --> 00:49:02,715 ...I think it's pressure in my lower back, 742 00:49:02,715 --> 00:49:04,195 but it's getting worse. 743 00:49:05,355 --> 00:49:06,875 OK. 744 00:49:06,875 --> 00:49:09,635 They're sending someone over as soon as they can. 745 00:49:09,635 --> 00:49:12,915 - All right. Er... Lean... lean on here. - Uh-huh. 746 00:49:12,915 --> 00:49:14,195 Yeah. 747 00:49:15,755 --> 00:49:17,435 Take deep breaths. 748 00:49:18,915 --> 00:49:20,675 Thanks for coming on the phone. 749 00:49:22,075 --> 00:49:24,315 You don't have to say owt if you don't want to, 750 00:49:24,315 --> 00:49:25,955 but I just want you to know... 751 00:49:27,595 --> 00:49:30,915 ...I understand why you didn't come in. 752 00:49:30,915 --> 00:49:32,435 It's an 'orrible place... 753 00:49:33,835 --> 00:49:36,275 ...and nobody wants to be here, least of all me. 754 00:49:36,275 --> 00:49:39,075 To be honest, love, there's been times I've thought about saying 755 00:49:39,075 --> 00:49:40,835 I don't want any of you coming in. 756 00:49:40,835 --> 00:49:42,475 There's women here that do that. 757 00:49:42,475 --> 00:49:45,515 They'd prefer not to see their kids when they're in prison. 758 00:49:46,875 --> 00:49:48,355 Maybe they're right. 759 00:49:49,755 --> 00:49:52,075 Maybe I should just wait till I'm released. 760 00:49:53,915 --> 00:49:56,115 Would you prefer that? 761 00:49:56,115 --> 00:49:58,955 Because the last thing I want to do, Kyle, 762 00:49:58,955 --> 00:50:01,235 is hurt you more than I already have. 763 00:50:01,235 --> 00:50:04,195 And I do know how much I've hurt you. 764 00:50:06,155 --> 00:50:07,715 Why did you do it? 765 00:50:09,795 --> 00:50:11,515 Cos I panicked, love. 766 00:50:11,515 --> 00:50:14,235 I panicked. I had a house lined up for t'four of us, 767 00:50:14,235 --> 00:50:17,075 and the... the agent said I needed a deposit that week. 768 00:50:18,235 --> 00:50:19,835 So I panicked and I took it out... 769 00:50:21,475 --> 00:50:23,395 Kyle? Kyle! Shit. 770 00:50:23,395 --> 00:50:26,475 I need to ring him back cos I can't leave him like that. 771 00:50:26,475 --> 00:50:28,075 But your credit's run out. 772 00:50:28,075 --> 00:50:29,995 Well, I can't leave him like that. He's in bits. 773 00:50:29,995 --> 00:50:32,395 There's nothing you can do about it right now, I'm sorry, 774 00:50:32,395 --> 00:50:34,475 - so back to your cell. - Are you dead inside? 775 00:50:34,475 --> 00:50:36,395 That's enough, Orla. Back to your cell. 776 00:50:36,395 --> 00:50:38,755 - The gates. - I just need five minutes, that's all. 777 00:50:38,755 --> 00:50:40,275 - He's my son. - Back to your cell. 778 00:50:40,275 --> 00:50:42,115 There is nothing you can do about it, 779 00:50:42,115 --> 00:50:43,955 - so in you go. - I need to talk to my son. 780 00:50:43,955 --> 00:50:45,515 I need to talk to him right now. 781 00:50:45,515 --> 00:50:47,156 Why aren't you listening to me? 782 00:50:47,156 --> 00:50:48,956 - Please, just five minutes. - No. 783 00:50:48,956 --> 00:50:50,796 Please can I call him back? 784 00:50:50,796 --> 00:50:53,596 - In you go. - Five minutes! - In you go. 785 00:51:07,236 --> 00:51:09,596 Get up! Get up! 786 00:51:09,596 --> 00:51:11,316 Get up, yeah? 787 00:51:13,756 --> 00:51:15,316 Hit the buzzer. 788 00:51:15,316 --> 00:51:17,276 Hit the buzzer. Hit the fucking buzzer! 789 00:51:20,396 --> 00:51:21,836 Oh, you are joking. 790 00:51:24,756 --> 00:51:26,156 Martin. 791 00:51:26,156 --> 00:51:28,196 I've had a couple of calls from Windsor. 792 00:51:28,196 --> 00:51:30,476 The pregnant one's in a bit of trouble. 793 00:51:30,476 --> 00:51:33,756 - Kelsey Morgan? - Apparently she's in a fair bit of pain. Back and pelvis. 794 00:51:33,756 --> 00:51:36,076 Is there any chance of getting a midwife over to Windsor 795 00:51:36,076 --> 00:51:38,716 - to have a look at her? - No, the midwife's not working today 796 00:51:38,716 --> 00:51:40,836 and Faith clocked off at five. 797 00:51:40,836 --> 00:51:42,276 - Fuck! - What? 798 00:51:42,276 --> 00:51:43,836 Serious incident on the wing. 799 00:51:43,836 --> 00:51:45,916 Come again, Officer Martin? 800 00:51:45,916 --> 00:51:47,596 What are you doing, Orla? 801 00:51:47,596 --> 00:51:50,076 - I want to talk to my son. - Well, that can't happen while you're... 802 00:51:50,076 --> 00:51:52,436 - ...while you're doing that, can it? - I want to talk to Kyle 803 00:51:52,436 --> 00:51:55,196 - or I'll cut her fucking throat. - Give her the phone call, miss. 804 00:51:55,196 --> 00:51:56,836 Listen to her. Give me the call, yeah? 805 00:51:56,836 --> 00:51:58,556 Give me the call right now. 806 00:51:58,556 --> 00:52:00,956 I NEED TO SPEAK TO MY SON! 807 00:52:00,956 --> 00:52:04,476 I need backup on the wing as soon as possible, please. 808 00:52:05,756 --> 00:52:07,076 Yeah, we need someone. 809 00:52:07,076 --> 00:52:08,476 Well, where are they? 810 00:52:09,636 --> 00:52:11,196 But you said you'd send somebody. 811 00:52:12,916 --> 00:52:14,636 Look, I'm not pissing around here! 812 00:52:14,636 --> 00:52:16,556 Have you told them how serious this is? 813 00:52:16,556 --> 00:52:17,636 Yes. Yes. 814 00:52:17,636 --> 00:52:19,476 - We still need help. - It's OK. It's OK. 815 00:52:21,676 --> 00:52:25,116 - Her waters have broken. - Tell them she might lose this baby if they don't send someone, yeah? 816 00:52:25,116 --> 00:52:28,196 - I don't want to lose my baby! - Why the fuck are you saying she's going to lose the baby? 817 00:52:28,196 --> 00:52:31,516 - I don't want to lose my baby! - Do you know how to help her? - You're not going to lose the baby. 818 00:52:31,516 --> 00:52:33,716 - Just send someone now! - Come on... 819 00:52:33,716 --> 00:52:35,036 It's all right. 820 00:52:35,036 --> 00:52:36,396 Come on, sit down there. 821 00:52:37,876 --> 00:52:40,476 It's all right. All right. 822 00:52:46,317 --> 00:52:48,917 There's loads of screws, thousands of them flying about, 823 00:52:48,917 --> 00:52:51,917 but when I wanted one to give me a bit of time, 824 00:52:51,917 --> 00:52:53,557 to give me five minutes... 825 00:52:53,557 --> 00:52:56,237 - Please, just... - ...five minutes, that wasn't possible. 826 00:52:56,237 --> 00:52:58,277 And I'll tell you why I needed five minutes. 827 00:52:58,277 --> 00:52:59,997 And it's because he won't come in. 828 00:52:59,997 --> 00:53:01,957 I can't see him face-to-face 829 00:53:01,957 --> 00:53:03,877 and I shouldn't fucking be here! 830 00:53:03,877 --> 00:53:07,197 Shut up for five seconds and listen to me, Orla, please! 831 00:53:07,197 --> 00:53:09,917 - Please! - It's a shithole! - Give her the call! - You've reduced 832 00:53:09,917 --> 00:53:14,317 this place to a shithole. You should be ashamed of yourselves, you dirty, arrogant bastards. 833 00:53:14,317 --> 00:53:16,277 You should be ashamed of yourselves! 834 00:53:16,277 --> 00:53:18,837 Yes, she's on her knees. She's still in a lot of pain. 835 00:53:20,117 --> 00:53:22,597 - Well, I think she's dilated. She's bleeding. - Do something. 836 00:53:22,597 --> 00:53:23,997 You used to be a nurse. 837 00:53:23,997 --> 00:53:26,117 It were a long time ago, and I've never delivered... 838 00:53:26,117 --> 00:53:27,717 So you're just going to stand there? 839 00:53:28,241 --> 00:53:29,477 It's all right, Kels. 840 00:53:29,477 --> 00:53:30,877 All right. 841 00:53:30,877 --> 00:53:32,077 Hello? 842 00:53:32,077 --> 00:53:35,037 Kels? I'm going to have to take your knickers off, OK? 843 00:53:36,397 --> 00:53:37,957 - Yeah. - All right. 844 00:53:37,957 --> 00:53:39,637 - Listen... - It hurts so much. 845 00:53:39,637 --> 00:53:41,637 It's OK, darling. Just try and breathe. 846 00:53:41,637 --> 00:53:43,917 We need an ambulance right now, or she's going to die. 847 00:53:43,917 --> 00:53:45,197 I don't want to die! 848 00:53:45,197 --> 00:53:46,797 Nobody's going to die! 849 00:53:46,797 --> 00:53:49,077 - Just tell her. - You're all right, Kels. 850 00:53:49,077 --> 00:53:50,557 Do you feel like you need to push? 851 00:53:50,557 --> 00:53:53,717 - I don't know. - Listen, she's got to get to hospital! - Look... 852 00:53:53,717 --> 00:53:56,637 You're all right. Just widen your hips. 853 00:53:56,637 --> 00:53:57,757 Deep breaths. 854 00:53:59,037 --> 00:54:01,997 Tell me when you start feeling the contractions, OK? 855 00:54:04,357 --> 00:54:05,677 - Ready? - Yeah. 856 00:54:05,677 --> 00:54:08,317 - Orla, please, please, please. - He's only 13! 857 00:54:08,317 --> 00:54:10,517 Please, Orla, just put the blade down. 858 00:54:10,517 --> 00:54:12,117 He's only 13. 859 00:54:12,117 --> 00:54:14,157 He won't come see me! 860 00:54:15,237 --> 00:54:16,957 I need to talk to my son! 861 00:54:18,237 --> 00:54:19,757 I'm too hot. 862 00:54:21,917 --> 00:54:23,197 I know. 863 00:54:23,197 --> 00:54:26,277 I know, but you're doing amazing. Yeah? 864 00:54:26,277 --> 00:54:27,877 I can't do it. 865 00:54:27,877 --> 00:54:29,557 Yeah, you can, Kels. Come on. 866 00:54:29,557 --> 00:54:30,877 Just breathe. 867 00:54:30,877 --> 00:54:33,197 It's going to be OK. Just breathe. 868 00:54:33,197 --> 00:54:34,677 Come on. Breathe. 869 00:54:34,677 --> 00:54:36,798 - I can't. - Yes, you can. 870 00:54:36,798 --> 00:54:38,358 I CAN'T! 871 00:54:38,358 --> 00:54:40,758 Hey! Yes, you fucking can! 872 00:54:40,758 --> 00:54:42,638 Come on. 873 00:54:45,358 --> 00:54:47,158 That's it. 874 00:54:48,398 --> 00:54:49,798 That's it. 875 00:54:49,798 --> 00:54:51,438 They're all kitted out here. 876 00:54:51,438 --> 00:54:54,038 A great, big riot squad, all kitted out. 877 00:54:54,038 --> 00:54:56,518 And if they have to come in there, you'll get badly hurt 878 00:54:56,518 --> 00:54:58,598 and you'll end up in deep shit. 879 00:54:58,598 --> 00:55:00,878 So I'm coming in, Orla, 880 00:55:00,878 --> 00:55:02,718 and I know you'll do nothing 881 00:55:02,718 --> 00:55:04,238 cos you're a mother. 882 00:55:05,438 --> 00:55:08,118 You're a mother and she's someone's daughter. 883 00:55:08,118 --> 00:55:10,998 That woman you're terrifying is someone's daughter. 884 00:55:12,358 --> 00:55:14,718 So I'm going to unlock this door 885 00:55:14,718 --> 00:55:17,918 and it's just me coming in. 886 00:55:17,918 --> 00:55:19,198 All right? 887 00:55:39,998 --> 00:55:41,198 I've got you. 888 00:55:46,518 --> 00:55:49,358 Well done, Kelsey. Oh, good girl. You're doing so good. 889 00:55:49,358 --> 00:55:50,718 Keep going. 890 00:55:57,598 --> 00:55:59,558 OK, now, wait, Kelsey. 891 00:55:59,558 --> 00:56:01,718 You've done the worst bit. The head's out. 892 00:56:07,198 --> 00:56:09,438 Now just breathe and wait. You hear me? Yeah? 893 00:56:12,158 --> 00:56:13,918 - Yeah? - Yeah. - Yeah. 894 00:56:16,798 --> 00:56:18,558 PUSH! 895 00:56:18,558 --> 00:56:21,758 That's it. Keep going. It's coming. It's coming. 896 00:56:23,518 --> 00:56:25,278 Yeah. Keep going. Keep going. 897 00:56:32,999 --> 00:56:34,879 Is he OK? 898 00:56:58,079 --> 00:56:59,599 Well done.